3/1/10

So much has been happening. . for the past week and half, it's been like a yo-yo. . one minute she's pissed off and crying. . then she's quiet. She did her mind games to me on sunday. Saturday she tried to keep me in the house. . I ran, then I cried. . I couldn't deal with it. Today I totally broke down to my spanish teacher after school and got screamed by him cause I was late so then I had to lie about why I was late. . I said I had a meeting that ran over. I almost pulled an all nighter last night to do three projects. . got one done, then I was like, screw it. . and went to bed at 1:40. I hugged my science teacher today (the ex-bio teacher that knows everything). Andd four people just IMed me on facebook and now my computer's freezing. To be continued I guess.

God. . I'm gonna drink so much hot chocolate and gatorade and root beer when this is over. Have a little umbrella in my hot chocolate. . on the beach. . surrounded by hot girls. . and an air conditioner. In Cali. Now you're talkin. . .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_S6CwWO8v5c

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MeKxSme72dk


Love ya sweetheart (I know. . I sound like an 80 year old lady, but gimme a break. . Im running on four hours of sleep!!). Seriously though. . love you. . I still don't think I know you. . but. . I hope things with you are goin really good. I promise by the time I meet you. . I'll be all fixed. If I can be half the dude you dreamed of, I'll be happy. Okay. . more like three quarters xD. . I'm gonna hold you so close. . we're gonna make so many dreams come true. And I promise I'll aalllwayys be there for you. . no matter what. I'll be your rock. Things'll be so beautiful and I'll be so healthy and we'll live in an apartment in a skyscraper and watch the sun set every night. The air'll be clean and we'll have a cat or two. . . hahaa. Four hours of sleep.

But anyway. . I want you to know that to me, you'll be the most special girl in the world. You'll be the most special girl in the world, period. xoxoxo