Man, I hate nights. I feel like nights are when I'm at my worst. I don't feel like doing anything and I just want to go to bed. I honestly don't know what to feel so I either feel depressed or just tired. Lammeeee. . . I think tonight I will just go to bed. . I could catch up with life tomorrow. Today was so embarrassing. . just like little things made it embarrassing, but all together they were annoying and embarrassing. . haha. God, I wanna cuddle right now. I washed my pillow case so I totally have a clean pillow to cuddle with!! :) Woohoo. No screaming for a while, so that's been good. God, if she started right now. . Id honestly have a breakdown. I cant deal with being tired and not on my game and being screamed at at the same time. But anyway. . okay. Gotta go.
I'm already there. .
Don't make a sound. .
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there till the end
Can you feel
The love that we share?
I'm already there. . .
We might be a thousand miles apart,
But I'll be with you, wherever you are <3
Love ya beautiful. Sometimes I think living like this is a blessing in disguise. . if it weren't for my parents and their chaos, I wouldn't be dreaming of you. I know one day I'll find you, and give you whatever's left. . Promise. I just hope I'll still be in one piece enough for you to love me for me. . whoever me ends up being. Just gotta keep going. I love you.
Please, God. .
That was very, very, very beautiful. This is coming from someone who loves to write, and has a tendency to be overly critical. I used to write a ton of love poetry, but I became disillusioned after a while. This makes me think that hope, if not love, is but a tiny fraction of what I've already expressed.
ReplyDeleteIt's actually from a song - Already There by Lonestar. . but it definitely is beautiful. It is very hopeful isnt it. . :)
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