2011's gonna be a good year, and I mean it this time. . haha. In six months Ima graduate and move on with my life and I'm so ready and real excited. I made it. I really made it. I'll be free.
Baby, I can't wait till the Christmas where you can fall asleep in my arms. We'll be so warm and life will be beautiful every day. We'll go for bike rides under the stars and dance in parking lots and kiss in the rain and travel the world and make a difference and make people happy. We're gonna follow our dreams and we'll always be strong. We'll learn so much from each other. I will always, always love you and you'll always be beautiful to me.
God, when I was kneeling, praying to you last night and listening to the angels I finally realized what Christmas is about. It's about your love for us, and our love for you and each other. Thank you for dying for me, and thank you for making me beautiful and thank you for making the world beautiful. Thank you for my clothes and for food today and for me being warm right now and for my faith and for my brother and sister and my friends. Thank you for shining light into my life, in that moment. Please don't ever let me forget what I learned. I know even if I never find my soulmate in this life I'll do all the things I promised I would do and I'll make things even better and I'll love the world and I'll love you. I'm never gonna give up on that love, or on the good. Thank you for making me strong, and for this life, and whatever else I'll end up learning from it. Thank you for people and for love. Please let there be peace, and no evil. Maybe that's why we're here. . . to give the good and the peace, and fight the evil. I'm never gonna stop fighting for you, and giving the love that's real.
Merry Christmas!
