http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yjuP7DhRTPs
I'm so pumped right now. Once again, life's put an obstacle in my way and I (with some help) found a way around it. My parents can tell me I'll never amount to anything unless I'm a lawyer or a doctor all they want. They can threaten me and call me names and say I'm not worth the gas to be driven to practice. . Well guess what? I'm gonna be a soccer star. Or a lacrosse star. Or a tennis star. Or a basketball star. Or a whatever the hell I want to be star.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnm3YbuPWfo
They can say I'm a useless kid and call me a brat and tell me how awesome my life is in their twisted way. They can keep the heat at 45 degrees all they want. Hell, don't even put the heat on. Save some more money. I'll survive. I have friends. And I have love. And I'm smart. I'm like a skyscraper, and they're like a little ant in their 15 year old car with a dresser from a tag sale strapped to the roof.
Cry to me all you want, lady. Tell me I'm a mistake, and if you'd known about how horrible I'd me that you wouldn't have had me. Bring it on. Turn all the fuckin lights off in your house and grow all the mold you want on the walls and have all the rats you want in the roof and water down all the milk you want and give me mold to eat and then tell me that you're sorry for me and I need help. Scream at me all you want over nothing. Waste your life away. Cry and scream and sleep and watch oprah and 20/20 cause those are the only channels you get all you want. Use your 20 year old toothpaste and wonder why your teeth are falling apart. Call me "the kid" and "the boy" all you want. Guess what? Fuck you. Guess what? I'm proud of bein a dude. I'm proud of being young and having my whole life in front of me once I get out of your hellhole of a house and your little twisted world. I'm proud of who I am and my soul and everything God blessed me with.
hahaha. . she really thinks she scares me? she's a joke. well, I have a funnier one. Cruisin down the street in my dark blue stang GT with white racing stripes blasting eminem or jay-z. turning every girl's head on the street. coming to a stoplight. . when it turns green, squealing my tires and shooting away. Bein on top of the world. Seeing all there is to see. Making a difference. Learning something new every day. Laying in the middle of nowhere and watching the stars. Holding her so close I could feel her heartbeat on my side. Smiling, laughing, and telling someone I love them at least once a day. Wishing the night would never end. Telling her all my secrets. Always going to sleep warm, with soft, white sheets, and always waking up to sunshine. Crying tears of joy. Getting in my car and driving XC just cause I feel like it. Whispering 'I love you' to her to wake her up in the morning. Teasing her then kissing her when she opens her mouth to say something. Showing the world. Going on an adventure.
Bring it on, lady. I'm gonna go to college and meet the girl of my dreams and get married. You dont scare me.
The background on my computer is birds flying away over the ocean. . if you scroll down you can see it. Soon, I'm gonna be one.
I have love.
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