2/20/10

Things to look forward to/good things:

1. Seeing Jen (sister) in March. . prolly gonna go to a car show :)
   
2. I found out I got into Drivers Ed for sure!!! It starts March 1st. Psyched out of my mind. Now all I have to do is pray that certain crazy people dont get in my way. .
3. I completely finished my two year long for science that I was talking about last week. It ended up being 34 pages (some people's got up to 60 pages!!) and I finished my poster thursday. Did an awesome job on both. . prolly gonna get an A or high B. Lol I had to change the printer cartridge right after I finished printing cause it was empty. . so hopefully he doesn't notice. They hoard printer cartridges too (what don't they hoard?) hahaha so it's all good.
   
4. My friend in Canada sent me money to pay for what I need. . it didn't get here yet but when it does I'll be able to pay for things again. I stress out all the time about money, and honestly I just want to know I'll be okay. . I need to pay for things I need like food or hygiene stuff or whatever. . and if I can I need to put some in savings once I get an account with Jen in a few weeks. Plus when I get a car, like I said, I'll sell some of their shit on ebay and make money to live on and save that way. I need to know that I have a financial cushion when I turn 18, because I don't want to go out into the world and have 200 dollars. I need to support myself till I get a job, and I have no idea when that's going to be. . so, it's scary. But I know God'll take care of me, and while I'm here I'll scrape up what I can here and there. . some from people that can help me. . some from doing jobs for neighbors. . some from selling their junk. . some from the paid surveys. And maybe when I can drive it'll be easier to get a job in town. . they'll still say no, but maybe I can sneak it somehow. Definitely in college I'll work.
5. The night sky and the stars are so beautiful. . specially when it isnt bone chillingly cold out. I kinda just want to lay on a blanket and watch it till I fall asleep. . when I'm out there, I feel like that's where I was meant to be. . . it's so calm. . . you hear the cars going by in the distance. . . and I feel like I'm free and I could just fly into it. All I need to do is spread my wings and lift off.
   
6. Last night I was a model for Prom Fashion Show (A dress place and a tuxedo place rent dresses and tuxes to the school, we model them so that people'll buy them for the prom and we raise money for our club that Im in). . andd. . at first I was kinda nervous so I messed up on a few poses. . lol but then I rocked it. . so it was pretty awesome. My two best friends Michelle and Hunter were there. . then this cute senior from gym who I kinda flirt with was there. And all my friends who were also models looked awesome. . they were all fighting over who was gonna get paired up with me. . haha. So it was pretty funny. I also got kinda closer to my friend Crystal who I just met this year. . she's really cool :)
7. I'm getting tons of mail from colleges. . it's so exciting. It helps me focus on the future and how amazing it's gonna be.
8. I'm over halfway through junior year. . I can't believe it. February's almost over!! And after this, I only have like, three more months.
9. It's going to get warmer soon :)