New Beginnings

So, I'm done with school. . finished on Friday. Parents were on a cruise that they got as a gift for "dad"'s retirement. Did a ton of laundry, messed around with their brand new car, stuffed my face, dogsat, cleaned up a little. . . mostly just was happy not to have to deal with school anymore. Bro was there for the weekend, then he took me back to his place and I'm stayin here for a couple weeks. It's such a nice feeling to be done with school, to have so much free time. I'm gonna be a senior soon and I have some things to figure out but Im gonna take things step by step as always. I'm gonna start my book this summer, start working out again, try to write in my blog more, try to make money, and try to make life better for myself however I can. I have to look at colleges. . once I know where I'm going a huge load of stress'll be off my shoulders because I'll know that I'll have a place to go to have a fresh start. Yeah, maybe I'll totally go crazy against my parents once I'm gone and never come back, but there's always student loans, so no matter whether I win the game or not, I'll be safe. I know I could get into tons of good colleges because I have good marks and I'm smart and good SAT scores and whatever extracurriculars I could get in that didn't involve a ton of him picking me up from school since I'm not worth the gas. . but just. . I need to know where I'm going, and once I do I'll feel a hell of a lot better.

Sorry to the people who emailed me/replied to my emails who want to help. . I'll email you in the next few days. Right now I'm tryna get my stuff together and reassess my goals and what I wanna do short term. But thank you all for your help and support.

For now, I'm going to keep working, keep figuring out what I wanna do and where I'm going and who I am, and I'll keep you all updated.

Peace